Since a couple of hours I’ve been trying to concentrate myself on the subject I have to learn (Tax system in Poland) but I’m just unable… My thoughts are in the US already, the perspective of going there became tangible finally. Although M has been there since 3 weeks and I miss him, now I feel that it might be not so easy just to close the door and leave with one suitcase… It’s all because of the distance, of the fact that there are no direct flights and the tickets are highly expensive. I keep telling myself that it’s just one year, year of fun, traveling and discovering new exciting things. I think my mixed feelings will disappear when my plane takes off :)
Actually after Saturday morning exam I’m free -whether I pass or not. And I think that knowing that I not necessarily have to pass it I’m just thinking of other stupid things to avoid learning!!!! This is my standard method!! Grrr…. get back to taxes, Anna!